Category: The Fourth Year

• I won’t quit

  

  I stumble across the neverending desert, sand filling my shoes and rubbing skin from my ankles. Sunlight and heat glare and roast my tired body, and I continue to stumble forward, frustrated and angry. I’m just as aware of my unlikely survival as I am of the maggots wriggling while they eating away the pia mater covering […]

  ellie

  December 11, 2017

  Random Posts, The Fourth Year, The Stroke Story, Writing

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• Journal entry #2

  I’m so happy today. It’s the best. 

  ellie

  December 9, 2017

  Random Posts, The Fourth Year, The Stroke Story, Uncategorized

• Journal entry #1

  I wake rather late, but cheerful nonetheless. I don’t feel entirely cheerful; it’s a chilly, rainy morning and I know that I might get low if I don’t urge myself not to. I wobble into the kitchen. Make tea. Start the monotonous routine I’ve come to know since the “lows” made their appearance known a […]

  ellie

  December 7, 2017

  Ramblings, The Fourth Year, Uncategorized, Updates

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• :)

  Vertigo is kicking my butt today. I’m unable to turn my head and less I do it slowly, lest I want the sudden, overwhelming dizziness to attack. It doesn’t help that I’ve been instructed by one of my doctors to reduce a medication that has a side effect of vertigo, blurred vision and nausea during […]

  ellie

  December 6, 2017

  ataxia, Ramblings, Random Posts, The Fourth Year, The Stroke Story, Uncategorized

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