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  • April 14, 2020

    Posting two days in a row?!

    I know, right? Who am I? Sleep was fitful last night. I’ve been sleeping through the night lately, but man, the dreams are odd. I’m thankful for the sleep, though. I still have strange nightmares and strange dreams but every now and then I’ll have one that’s so bizarre that I can’t help but hope…

  • April 13, 2020

    To live now

    In Harris County, where I live, we’ve had thousands of COVID-19 cases. We’ve been under quarantine in Houston for weeks now, with the end of quarantine in either the near or distant future. I had surgery to replace my DBS battery last month, on a Thursday or Friday. By the time the weekend was over,…

  • March 10, 2020

    Why I haven’t been posting

    Shit happens. I’m in an “up cycle” right now. That’s why I have the energy and motivation to post. Bipolar disorder is far more than just mood swings. So, here what is happening this week: I’ll have phenol injections. Ow. I had a seizure during the last phenol session. This should be fun! Then I’ll…

  • December 16, 2019

    How does it feel?

    How does it feel to be alone? Fine. It’s fine. I’m fine. Always am. I hate being bipolar.

  • November 28, 2019

    Experiences over things

    I don’t want to be caught up in the Black Friday/Cyber Monday madness, whether it’s online or in person. I’m not on a self-righteous tirade and I don’t intend to throw shade on anyone who takes the opportunity to save a bit of money. I’m just feeling in a way that makes me want to…

  • November 11, 2019

    Thanks

    Thanks

    You’re the reasons a lot of us are here. Thank you for serving. Also: My Father of Guantanamo Bay

  • November 5, 2019

    *facepalm*

    I’ve made a mistake. It’s been six years, not 7. Fuck. By the way, get out and vote if you’re American.

  • November 2, 2019

    7

    I’m 7 years old today. Technically not, of course, but my life started over 7 years ago today. It started with learning to breathe on my own, then rolling over. Then sitting up; crawling; motorized wheelchair; sitting unassisted; standing; walking with 3 people helping me, then one. Then a walker. Then a cane. Then nothing.…

  • July 28, 2019

    #sorrynotsorry

    Our Father Who art in heaven Seriously? What the actual fuck. Sincerely, Tired-and-so-done-with-being-a-patient/room-number

  • June 30, 2019

    Hi

    It’s been a long time and another year has gone by. “A year goes by… and I can talk about it.” 5-year mark hit last November. I don’t remember when the last time I wrote was. Things have been… interesting. Anyway, I won’t pick up where I left off. Too much has happened in the…

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